the things i hate( verbal throwup)

Don't you hate when you're told for a very long time that you will be able to do something, and then at the last second someone backs out because of their selfish desires.
Or when you have been asking to go to target for the past 2 weeks daily, but no one can seem to find time to take you there its like your simply invisible, it's like the people you have been asking to take you, just gave up on you, and now it has turned into you trying to desperately make up for something wrong you did, but nothing is good enough
But what I hate most, is when you see someone getting exactly what you wanted, and you can't do anything but hurt&cry,
or when you realize that your life could have been different if you had just stayed home that night, or if you were sick, and nothing could have ever happened
or in that one time when you could have kept your mouth shut, but you didn't and now your family is torn apart because of you,
and all you had to do,
was keep your mouth shut.
Why are the biggest mistakes completed with the simplest action?
Imagine what could have been,
.....but what could have been isn't what is going to be, and that is what simply sucks.
I just can't wrap my head around this
WHY ME?
....why not me?

CAKE:D

^^This cake^^

is going to be the reason I become fat!

Seriously, the best cake I have ever had, and it is just so addicting! I ate the whole cake in one day, thats right one day, all by myself! I thought I had a little more willpower with food then to eat the WHOLE thing. But nope, and honestly, I don't regret it even a single bit, it was amazing!

I LOVE CAKE SO MUCH:)

oh and ice cream, and candy, and junkfood:)

haha but I'm shocked I seriously ate the whole thing!

anywayyyyss(:

hope everyone is having an amazing weekend

stay fly:)

Happy Easter:)

It's already good friday! AHH April has just flown by:)
So, I love Easter because it means
candy,candy, and more candy!
(I kinda love candy:p)
Well, I hope everyone has a candy filled Easter with gifts and egg hunts and a lovely time with whats most important, family<3
cherish the moments, because we remember them the best:)

 Next Saturday I get to go to the B E A C H and I am so so so so very excited=)
Have an amazing weekend<33
stay fly<3
bree(:

For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also

This verse was shown to me by Jacque and I recently have just been thinking about this, I mean what do I treasure? And the truth is, the things I treasure ARE where my heart is. The sad part is I don't always treasure things that I should; and it usually only ends up hurting me. I treasure materialistic things, which become a never ending sequence of, ' I want more', or 'this is no longer good enough' Why cant I just be happy with what I have?

I also treasure certain people, who treat me awfully, but I still want them in my life, and I am so clueless to this one. I clearly deserve better, and its like I'm putting a lower self -worth on me by hanging out with these people.

So, I decided that I am going to fix just what I treasure, I'm going to guard my heart so not just anyone can have it, and I'm gonna find the really important things in life, like God, family, and solid friends.

I really think that if I'm not always striving to please people, or striving to get things that make me feel temporarily happy, I will be at peace and actually happy!

so let the adventure begin:)

Waddup California

SOOOOOO, this weekend has been pretty great(:

and I gotta catch up with lots of my colorado friends, it has been lovely!

Now I start spring break, and its looking like a lot of guitar practicing(basically my new fav. thing) and getting my room all looking freshhh! 

We have been house shopping ALOT here and it actually has been really fun going into models and looking, and we think we have found the perfect family home=D

we are super excited about it, and are praying that this house sells quickly for a decent price, and that we are able to get the house that we LOVE!

so, good weekend overall, and now spring break begins, which I'm actually alot more busy than I expected,but hey I never asked for it to be easy.

stayy fly(:

bre<3

day 2

It's spring break, again:)
I digg this mini vacation I have been given=D
and jacque, haleigh, or cathryn if your reading this
I MISS YOU SO MUCH:(
btw, this picture was drawn in chemistry, and shout out to my lovely desk partner, Becca! You make chemistry much more fun than it really is! hahaha
hmmm, alright 4th spring break, lets go! PARRTYYYYYY(:

GUESS WHO CREATED A BLOG:D?

First, I love schools who waste $10,000 to throw a giant carnival for the student body, it seriously like made me life

So, I have always wanted to start a blog, and now I have. I think I have a somewhat good reason, cause I moved and everything, so this will tell people what I'm up to if they actually even care). So yea!
My first week of school here is coming up to an end, and I'm starting yet another spring break haha! This week has been refreshingly good, and I have met some cool people, and others not so cool!
I think the only thing that has bugged me so far, are cocky sophmore football players and ditsy girls who ask if the 303 was an area code, or a band first. Haha, everyone knows it's the band of course!
What I really like about school so far is everyone was really welcoming and people were asking if I wanted to sit with them at lunch cause they didn't want me to have to sit alone, it was so nice.
Something that really bugs me here though, are everyone sucks at driving pretty much, you know that 'California stop' yea it actually exist, and is so annoying because you really don't know if someone is going to stop or not!!
hmmm, well I miss all of the lovely people in Colorado and you should come visit me, so that we could go to the beach=D
okay well first blog is complete, I hope at least one person reads this:p